For a long time, I had been obsessed with the number inside my clothes. I always needed to see a 5 or 7 to be satisfied and any number higher than that I wasn't buying the item. I meant a woman who told me she wouldn't buy anything that was higher than her size. I … Continue reading Ignoring the Number
When I was diagnosed with OCD last year I wasn't seeing much of my future. I was inside a bubble of fear, sure that nothing would ever change about me and that I was destined to be miserable for the rest of my life. The stability that I was going to gain didn't seem logical … Continue reading Taking it One Day at a Time
I can say from experience that loving people regardless is the hardest commandment in the bible to follow. It requires turning the other cheek a lot even when someone has scorn you. I have hurtful memories from people I haven't seen in years and people who are close to me. Believe it or not, just … Continue reading Spreading Love With a Sword in Your Back
I'm a loner. I've been this way for a while and it may come as a surprise to most people. I only ever talk to people when I'm in social settings. When I was in college I talked to people every day. It was also to help to keep away the drama and to stay … Continue reading I’m a Loner
I want to tell a little story. Sit back and get ready for a ride. Can the real Instagram addicts please stand up? I know you’re out there somewhere because Instagram doesn’t have five stars on the app store for nothing #dude. Well, I know you won't because you probably don't think you're addicted. You … Continue reading Drugs? Try Instagram!
I remember when I was a kid I always had one song stuck in my head. For the life of me I can’t remember where I was when I first heard it. The memories I have are false. I found that out through looking up when the song first came out, 2006. The memory I … Continue reading Music to My Ears
I don't talk about my brother anymore. He stopped coming around when I was fifteen. I was content with that and so was my mom. My mom had never been a fan of him, but he never wanted to try with her. He only saw her as the woman married to our dad. She was … Continue reading My Older Brother Hurt Me