I love Christmas! I look forward to it all year. I love the magic that Christmas brings and all the beauty it brings along. The holiday makes me very happy. I enjoy Christmas so much! It is everything right with the world. I don't think there is anything I super dislike about Christmas except maybe … Continue reading Christmas Presents Stress Me Out!
I live in a family when I’m not free to express my personality. Interestingly enough my family is very silly and playful, but my ways of being silly and playful are rejected. I’m an outcast in a sea of people I thought would understand me. But they don’t understand me and they don’t try to. … Continue reading I Will Be Distant
My biggest OCD trigger is guest. I can't stand to have guests in the house. I'm not an introvert. I love to be around people, but I don't like them inside my house. It brings me no joy to think about the things I will have to do after they leave. I go on an … Continue reading How I’m Handling My OCD During the Holidays
When it's late at night and I have settled for the evening I start to pray. I have a one on one conversation with God. I don't pray for a long time, but I tell God what my problems are and ask Him for things I need. It sounds super easy. But prayer became more … Continue reading Praying While OCD
My dad can home from Walmart with a hand full items that he needed for the week. In the bag was a box of pink-eye reliever. I panicked for a second, but then I stopped. My mom told me that my dad's eye was hurting for a week. He also didn't have a red eye … Continue reading Stop Worrying! OCD is Illogical!
I never thought I would meet someone in an abusive relationship. Relationships are supposed to be healthy and bring joy to a person's life. When a person is drastically changing and staying away from their family, that's when there is a problem. It brings a lot of emotional stress to the people around the person … Continue reading What Not To Do When Someone Is In An Abusive Relationship
I had a mental breakdown today. Yes, ironic that I didn't follow my own advice, but I was really in my feelings. I have a hard time dealing with change. It becomes my downfall a lot of times. My parents are the best at helping me, but it's taking the help that is the problem. … Continue reading I Had A Mental Breakdown
I have a mental breakdown every so often. Often enough to be able to give advice on how to handle them. I remember at the beginning of this year I was very stressed out. I was getting ready to graduate college and very much on edge. I remember crying in my parents' arms at least … Continue reading How to Calm A Mental Breakdown
No one understands compulsions. For starters, it’s hard to explain OCD to people period. A lot of the stresses that you go through most people think you should just get over. It’ hard to explain to people why you jump over cracks in the floor or why you only enter through doors on the left … Continue reading Hiding You. I Mean Your Compulsions.
What is OCD? Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Not Overly Cleaning Dysfunction. I couldn’t think of anything else that was close. But it doesn’t mean cleaning all the time. I get tired of people thinking that. Cleaning can be a compulsion, but there are many more things. OCD is a mental illness that falls under anxiety but … Continue reading What Isn’t OCD?