I have mentioned that I was coming off my anti-depressants and I thought that it would be a breeze. What I learned is that you can’t just come off of them and I tried to come off of them with the help of the doctor, I still experienced the worse days of my life.
I was in so much pain for five days and I would never wish the pain on anyone. I ended up taking a low dosage of my anti-depressant. Within a few hours I was feeling better. But after two days went by I was still in pain, but not as much as before.
Personally I never wanted to be on the medicine in the first place, but it did help. My OCD is much better and I’m happy for that, but at the same time I wish I had never taken it.
I do like being sane, but I hate being in pain. It’s a catch 22. These are only my thoughts now. As I feel better maybe I will have a different mindset, but now I feel like crap.