I used to write fiction every day. I never thought in a million years that I would write about my real life. As I got into college my love for fiction faded away. I realized that I didn’t want to write it because I wasn’t that good at it.
So I stopped writing fiction. It brings me no joy.
I didn’t give up, I realized that I was writing it to become famous and not because I wanted too. My fiction was personal and wasn’t for everyone. I feel embarrassed to share it with other people. So when I shared it with my college class I felt violated. I didn’t think it would happen. It was a choice to share, but I shouldn’t have.
I rather share about myself and my real life than to make things up about a fictional person. My heart is not in it. So I will keep to writing about myself.
I can’t write fiction anymore. It just doesn’t make me happy like it did when I was a teen trying to impress a few internet fans. So yeah, that was a thing for a few years.
But I will write about me because that is easier and fun.